 | Realm of the FALLEN ANGEL | Feb 1, 2007 |
I am torn away from my primary union with nature, which characterizes my animal existence. Having at the same time reason and imagination, i am aware of my aloneness and separateness; my powerlessness and ignorance; accidentalness of my birth and death. I could not face this state of being for a second if I could not find new ties with my fellow man which replace the old ones regulated by instincts. Even if all my physiological needs were satisfied, I would experience my state of aloneness and individuation as a prison from which I had to break in order to preserve my sanity. I love DEATH And If I was to die I want people to finally shut their mouths And understand what I am Understand what I''m about If I was to die It''d make a lot of people happy No funeral possesions No plot at the cemetery Finally I can be alone in my own world I want to die. So I can haunt my buddies. Stand behind them in the mirror with my eyes all bloody. Stick my long, black, cold tongue all in the ear And be like, ''''I''m only playing'''' And disappear . I wanna die. And have everything answered........ I just a simple guy. I just want to love and be loved in return. Why is fate so hard on me? I hate love. Its a pointless word that no one really understands. Its based on a lie: love is nothing, but chemical reactions occusing throughout your body to encourage the population of a species to reproduce to prevent them from becoming extinct. Instead love takes over our lives, distracting us and creating a fantasy world in our head, preventing us from getting any real work done. Have you ever been in love? Horrible isnt it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life You give them a piece of you. They didnt ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isnt your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like pwede naman close lang pero walang love turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love... But i long for it...   | my captured moments | Jun 14, 2009 |
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